State of the Nation

It would seem that the world is going through some disruption lately. Both the microscopic world that is my creative life and the world-at-large.

The novel is coming along, but I found I’d written as much as I could. It couldn’t get any further in its current draft without a “state of the nation” – the necessary point at which the writer must ask tough questions before proceeding. So, I decided to distill each chapter into cue card format, with the thought of posting them on a corkboard – the main idea was to be able to glaze over the thing and look at it objectively; this is something that’s impossible to do when you’re building the thing chapter by chapter. After completing the summary of the last-written chapter of the current draft, I realised that the draft was anaemic.

This was no surprise – or rather , it shouldn’t have been a surprise. The whole purpose of summarizing the novel into cue card form was for the fact I couldn’t see the forest for the trees anymore (pardon the cliché). You find yourself telling a story filled with characters and ideas, yet at times it ends up being a bunch of ideas posing as a story – at worst, neither…just a bunch of semi-articulated characters talking in order to necessarily further the plot so that the fucking thing can keep moving forward the way you thought it would.

In any case, justified or not, I was disappointed.

The next day, I took a long walk – the saving grace for the creative mind. I rolled the book’s problems and inefficiencies around my head like rocks in a laundry dryer. I then found myself sitting in a familiar coffee shop and proceeded to spend a couple of hours writing down the resulting thoughts from my medicative stroll. In the end, it wasn’t as bad as I’d thought. While not every individual issue got solved, I found myself with a solution or two which addressed my doubts. However, the long road seems longer – there’s still a lot of work to be done before I can consider the current draft complete.

And the rest of the world, you ask? What of that macroverse you’ve avoided telling us about? Well, one bastard got kicked out of office. Another promises to step down. One did everything possible to halt any significant movement on climate change. Another continued to arrest anyone who questioned his hand-picked successor’s path to election.

The moral of the story lies in the immortal words of Charles Bukowski: perseverance is greater than strength.

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I’m alive

I’m alive and well, ladies and gentlemen. After finishing the theatrical release of a major motion picture, I’m slowly finding time to blog – I hope you understand that, faced with a choice between having a life and blogging (because, these days I cannot do both and be happy), I will pick the former every time.

That said, I have two book reviews coming down the pipe: the first is Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse, and the second is Cathedral, a collection of short stories by Raymond Carver.

I also have a nice batch of photos I’ve taken, so feel comfortable that the future of this blog is not solely text-based.

Regards,

mc

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May Miscellany or "Practise Makes Stuff Better"

Hello all,

I’m working on adding some more photos soon and I’m incubating some ideas for articles. Work has been going spectacularly well (in the sense that I’ll be employed full-time until October, and it’s a big-assed feature film too), but of course it keeps me away from this little piece of cyberspace (does anyone use that term any more? Has it been retired?)

Some things to note:

1. Bandcroft, the improv/jam band I joined will be appearing twice this month at the venerable Cloak & Dagger. We will be playing May 8th and May 29th (both are Tuesdays). Come for the drinks – stay for the music. The fun starts at 9pm.

2. Behind The Garage – our first gig, last Saturday, went wonderfully. It seems we got the best crowd reception and aside from some early sound issues we played very well together. I guess that’s what happens when you practise regularly. I’m not sure when our next gig will be, but I’ll post it here when I know. You can always check out our MySpace page here for updates.

3. Writing…as some of you know, I’m a fiction writer. I’m going to start a new round of submissions soon (I took a bit of a blow in January – three rejections in as many weeks, and one of them was very, very close). As well, I’m extremely happy with how The Novel is coming. As I said before, “I guess that’s what happens when you practise regularly”. Things get better.

Lastly, Facebook. Is it me or did e v e r y o n e in Toronto join in the last month? Apparently, Toronto is the most represented city right now, which is kinda neat. I must say – and this is not a plug – compared to, say MySpace, Facebook is such an elegant, simple community. And so few bloody ads.

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Merry Christmas and More

Hello all.

Just a quick note (time, it seems these days, is nothing more than a patchwork of quick notes) to say hello to everyone who’s dropped by this little piece of cyber real estate since its launch in March. Some trivia about the blog:

– Seventy-one posts (now seventy-two)

– Anywhere between 6 and 12 thousand visitors (depending upon how you read those stats and allowing for the opinions of anonymous IT fascists)

– Nineteen original photos

– an excess of verbosity

– a reasonably low amount (considering some of the topics) of whining and solipsism.

More importantly (which I don’t group with trivia) are the comments I’ve received. I don’t have a tally, but that’s not really the point. It’s always good to get feedback, whether it be good or bad (and it’s typically been supportive). Your suggestions are always welcome.

There are a lot of people who consider blogging to be nothing more than a wank-fest extraordinaire; a self-regarding, self-aggrandizing, self-obsessed voyeur’s wet-dream-come-true. And for those who hold this opinion there are certainly a lot of blogs that satisfy this judgment – I won’t lie. But the existence of proof does not deny the existence of alternatives. I am happy to provide what I feel is a constructive alternative. Alternatives, generally speaking, are not cures. They do not prove viewpoints wrong. If anything, alternatives instill the ultimate provable reality: humanity is always more complex than how we consider it in our day to day lives. Like the world around us, humanity is nearly infinitely complex; it doesn’t deny explanation – it actually embraces explanation – but the summary truths of mankind and the world are always elusive. Without answers we must work on voicing the right questions to unlock the glimmering meanings of our existence.

On that note, have a great holiday. Get some sleep. Don’t let the newspapers scare you. Save your strength for the fights that truly matter.

mcc

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M is for Miscellany

Disparate notes for today…

First, this blog has hit (and since surpassed) 10,000 visits. I waited until there were at least a few hundred over the mark as I’m sure a lot are due to me being paranoid about spelling/grammar/formatting mistakes. Hoorah for me and, once again, a big vote of thanks to all of you who have passed through – particularly those who leave comments.

Secondly, photographs. Yeah…not many of them lately, huh? The answer is simple: no time, but certainly not for lack of interest and passion. Mind you, this autumn (Toronto at least) has been cold, grey, and wet – generally miserable for a season and a region known for some of the most beautiful autumn vistas in the world. In other words, even if I had the time, my output would’ve been slim (and if not, reflecting the dreary outdoors we’ve experienced since October began). I promise to publish some in the near future, even if they are not “fresh” (which is usually my preference). Thankfully, the forecast for today called for a high of 16 Celsius; I’m hoping we’ll have at least a month remaining of the autumn I’ve come to know, before the snow hits.

Thirdly, still reading Wittgenstein (book review forthcoming). I must say, there are great swaths of it that are about as easy to peruse as electrical schematics. Punishingly arithmetical. Yet, like the sun glimmering through clouds, here and there I happen upon oases of potent contemplation:

5.6 The limits of my language mean the limits of my world

Suck on that for a toothache, eh? Still, after this book I’m going to need an antidote – at this rate Anne of Green Gables will do.

UPDATE (02/11/06): It’s bloody 6 degrees outside…with a wind from the lake no less. Please disregard what I wrote about “hoping to have a balmy autumn”. Christ.

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…and that was the summer

Summer ’06, we hardly knew thee.

Actually, I’m lying. I vividly recall it: hot, humid, and busy. Regarding the latter, you will probably note that I’ve not been posting much lately. This is due to ending my full-time position and going freelance; I have so much to wrap up by Friday, it makes my head spin thinking about it…and then I start another production next week.

However, blog content is coming. Just as air molecules oscillate between compression and rarefaction, it is during those periods where I’m not blogging that I’m able to source the features, take the photos, read the books, and live a life that will inevitably find itself reflected here.

I should make a t-shirt that reads:

I’m not prodigous, just quality-conscious. 

Doesn’t really have a zing to it though. *sigh* Another project to tinker with…
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Hey – thanks.

Hello all,

I’ve passed the 50-post mark without much fanfare (I’m saving it for the 100th), and I don’t see Imaginary Magnitude hitting the 10,000 visitor-mark for another couple of months – however I thought I’d just say hello and thanks to all the people who pass-through, whether via BlogMad, StumbleUpon, or any of the myriad ways people find their way here.

This site gets visitors from across the globe – here’s the latest 100-visitor sample:

Sure, a little Ameri-centric, but every visitor counts.

What surprises/impresses me in particular is the number of people who spend more than an hour actually reading the articles I write (either that or staring at the pretty photos…or maybe they just fell asleep and didn’t log-off). From the same sampling, here’s the breakdown:

That’s 17.7% of people spending over an hour here.

On this note, if anyone has any suggestions, please let me know. More photos? More essays? More article/book reviews? Less? Go home? Your blog sucks? Let me know.

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Note: semi-hiatus

So, yes, I’ve not posted in a while.

Due to a hectic work schedule over the next month, combined with World Cup 2006, I won’t be posting very often. God knows I have plenty of articles to post, plenty of ideas, and plenty of things to discuss. The only problem is that I have no time.

Keep tuning in – I shall be back.


(photo from fifaworldcup.com)
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Cinema in Toronto: Three Rep Theatres to Close

I was shocked to receive word that three of the most venerable rep cinemas in Toronto are about to close their doors at the end of June: The Royal (at College & Clinton Sts.), The Revue (on Roncesvalles), and The Kingsway (Bloor W.).

Excerpt from the Toronto Star:

The theatres — part of the Festival Cinemas group — were owned by cinema entrepreneur Peter McQuillan, who died in October 2004.

Last night, his son Mark told the Star that he and his two siblings made the decision to close the theatres reluctantly.

“The heart and soul was my father. Since (his death), we have been trying our best to run (the business).

“But we don’t have the time, the energy and the financial wherewithal to keep it going,” said McQuillan, noting difficult market conditions contributed to their decision.

“I feel bad if they are closing. We might get a few more customers but I don’t know what it says for the industry,” said Carmelo Bordonaro, owner of the Bloor Cinema.

“It’s a labour of love, these cinemas, believe me — a lot of hard work,” Bordonaro said. [read more]

It’s not hard to imagine how daunting a task it would be to run a rep cinema, even in a city as film/film-festival crazy as Toronto.

Film projectors in theatres are going to be cultural fossils within the next 5 years as the industry moves towards digital distribution. Film itself will probably be relegated to a shooting format only (alongside HD).

Yet…aside from being able to cheaply watch the latest films after their official theatrical run (they gotta make money after all), rep theatres are the ones that are able to show us – on film – works of the great filmmakers that came before us; the ones that painted our current cinematic archetypes. Soon, I realise, if you want to see anything by Kurosawa, Bergman, Tarkovsky, or Welles – it will have to be on DVD.

Of course, there are still a few rep cinemas left: The Bloor, The Paradise, The Fox…however, who knows how many years they have left? Pretty soon the Cinematheque will be the only one; a museum for film.

May I suggest that, if you live in downtown Toronto, you make a trek to one of these fleeting oases before they cease operations. Buy cheap popcorn, put up with dilapidated seats and sticky floors, and enjoy films as they were meant (or hoped) to be seen.

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Darfur: Rally to Raise Awareness

Tomorrow (Sunday April 30th) there will be a series of rallies happening around North America to raise awareness of the terrible situation in Darfur, Sudan.

You can find out where in your vicinity this rally is happening here.

It is important that our political leaders, who have all cut back support to this region recently, understand the gravity of the situation: routine killings, rapes, and ethnic cleansing.

Is this the only place in the world (or Africa for that matter) that needs attention – no. It’s easy to say “What about Somalia?” or “What about this other country?”. The thing is, in the absence of a perfect solution to those questions I would rather err on the side of helping than sitting at my desk trying to address an impossibly large problem that satisfies all criteria.

If you live in Toronto, the rally starts tomorrow @ 1pm at Queen’s Park. Info located here.

If you are interested in getting involved, please do.

(for context on this problem, please see this entry in Wikipedia)

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